New Blog Post
"My precious one, I see you. I see the things you do, the choices you make, the moments where you stumble and fall. I see the words you wish you could take back, the habits you cannot seem to break, the ways you try to protect yourself with anger or with silence. I see when you reach for comfort in places that never truly satisfy. I see your disobedience, and I see your fear.
But that is not what I am most concerned about.
I look deeper. I see past the behavior. I see your heart. I hear the cry you do not speak out loud, the ache that lingers beneath it all.
Am I truly worthy of being loved?
Can You really love me?
Do You mean it when You say You love me?
These questions are the ones I hear most clearly. They echo beneath your choices, they hum beneath your striving, they whisper beneath your silence. You test to see if love will stay. You push to see if love will hold. You withdraw to see if love will notice.
I am not angry with you for asking these questions. They do not drive Me away. They draw Me close.
Even when rebellion rises in you, whether in loud refusal or in quiet hesitation, I do not see it simply as defiance. I see it as your trembling way of asking: Will You still love me here? Will You still stay when I push against You or when I shrink back in fear?
I hear those questions, and My heart aches for you to hear My answer..."
Read the full blog post by Rebecca Black here:
https://www.holyfiredisciples.com/post/before-eternity-i-loved-you
